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The lost bestfriend

What's new about my life...

I got flashback to my childhood memories

I remember their face

Unfortunately, I can't recall their name

Then i realized,

Where am i

Who am i

Did i just stand there...,

Alone,

All by myself

Again?

Please,

Please,

Please god,

Im begging to you

Am i a bad girl,

Do you hate me,

Please,

Forgive me.

Where's my bestfriend,

Did she gone

Oh no

She's too busy

Bestfriend

Bestfriend

Are you there,

Bestfriend.

I guess,

She's not available now.

O god

Please

Dont hate me

I love you

I promise

Promise

To be

A good girl

Can I have my best friend?

April 28th, 2025

I met my primary school's bestfriend

 May 8th, 2024,

I met my primary school's best friend.

She recognized me.

We had a short conversation for a few minutes.

What a wonderful moment. 

I can't stop smiling.

I realize we already have our own lives. 

The situation will never be the same as before.

BULAN KE2 DI UNIVERSITI - KAWAN BARU

 Assalamalaikum and hi, human.

it’s been a while since my last post.

today is Wednesday, and my class was conducted online.

first of all, my registration into college was a good flow.

i met lots of new friends. my roommates are also such amazing people. They all come from the same state. guess it, they do not have the certain accent or slang that they should. however, our communication goes well. no big barrier. here are some pics i took when I spent my time here.

free dinner after club meeting

langit sepetang

that so-called stok makanan

that’s all for now.

I am over the moon.

Thanks for reading.

I did a not-so art. 😶‍🌫️

pertama kali melukis menggunakan tablet dan pen stylus

sekarang saya tahu cara menggunakannya

Documentary Review – HOUSE OF SECRET(the Burari deaths)

Watched at end of 2023 – source video: Netflix – just a simple review by a girl who enjoy watching crime documentaries.

First impression – a madman murdered his entire family; mental illness.

Case description: consisted of eleven members of the Chundawat family; 3 generations, from Burari, Delhi, India, committed ritualistic mass suicide in 2018. The grandmother, the eldest family member, had been strangled, and ten people had been found hanging. Early on July 1, 2018, following the death, the bodies were discovered. According to the police, the deaths were caused by a shared delusion or psychosis.

Review: the strange situation happened right after the father’s death. Believed Dad’s spirit came home and carried on his responsibilities by using his son’s body. By psychology's view, they believed the family had suffered ‘shared psychotic disorder.’ The main suspect is Lalit, a married son who is leading the patriarchy of the house. The case leads to a few theories, including supernatural influence. The diary was found as critical evidence. Every member of the family obeys Lalit’s instruction. Suicide happened.

Theory 1: Dead spirit (Dad) included in the term "possession." *logical/law unacceptable - have possibility

Theory 2: Ritual. *Logically acceptable - may be related to Theory 1

Theory 3: Lalit suffers from a mental issue condition (as believed, he experienced delusional disorder), or he may be already have a mental illness. *most reasonable theory for report

Triggered crime situation: suicide by hanging and strangling

• crime case
• unexplained by human thought
• sense of horror; death and ritual
• great finding process; diary

Rating: 4/5 police case

Worth watching - storyline is clear as a true event, not boring

Koleksi Cengkerang

 Assalamualaikum,

Ini blog pertama saya. Sebelum ni saya guna W******ss,tapi tak sesuai dengan saya dan tidak mudah. Platform tersebut lebih sesuai untuk pengguna profesional atau perniagaan. Penggunaan akses yang terhad dan storan yang kecil bagi pakej percuma agaklah tidak menarik. Sebagai pengguna amatur atau pemula, Blogger pilihan terbaik. 

Saya masih mencuba. 

Sememangnya ini blog kedua saya, sebelumnya pernah menggunakan Blogger tapi dipadam kerana tiada keyakinan dan tidak aktif. Mungkin kehidupan saya agak membosankan. HAHAHA. 

Kini saya sedang melanjutkan pelajaran di universiti dalam bidang pengurusan sumber manusia. Otak saya sudah tepu. Baiklah, sebenarnya, saya tidak pandai menulis. Tetapi, tidak salah kan mahu menulis gaya sendiri. 

Sempena penulisan blog pertama saya, hari ini saya mahu berkongsi beberapa gambar daripada koleksi cengkerang saya. Kebanyakannya cengkerang dikutip dari pantai utara Malaysia. Saya tidak ingat nama lokasi tersebut. 

balang baru yang ditukar

cengkerang kecil sebesar buah pelaga

antara yang cantik

semasa proses pemindahan cengkerang, terjumpa bangkai kering cicak. Aduhai.

ni pun cantik

kupang

tak tahu. cengkerang tebal. nampak macam nuget goreng pun ada. HAHAHA

kesukaan saya. cantik macam kuku diraja China dulu.

cuba tengok corak, CANTIK

Cengkerang semua ni dah lama dengan saya lebih 1 tahun tapi masih utuh, tak reput. Ada juga yang menjadi serpihan sebab terlalu nipis tapi yang lain masih dalam keadaan baik. Nak tahu tak macam mana saya lakukannya?

Ini hanyalah pendapat saya bukan professional shell collector.

Saya hanya menggunakan minyak bayi. 

Betul, tak tipu, hanya rendamkan dalam minyak dan lap supaya tidak menitik.

Baiklah, sampai di sini penulisan saya hari ini. Tidak, malam ini.

Saya berhasrat untuk jadikan Blog ini sebagai media kongsian saya. Degree dah nak habis. Saya jadikan ini sebagai hobi baru. Apa-apa pun, asalkan percuma.

Terima kasih untuk hari ini.

Tabarakallah🌻🌻🌻

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